You think you're tired now, but wait until three.
This card is made for computer. It doesn't look as good on phone but it shouldn't look terrible! If u r a close friend and can only look on phone lmk if you want computer screenshots!
WELCOME
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Nikolai/Kai
It/They/He }+{ Taken
ENG }+{ Learning ASL
Seventeen }+{ INFP - T
Senior }+{ Semi-Verbal
Last update - Aug 12, 2025
Laughing at the Christmas lights you remember from December!
B4 U INT
I know I'm young but if I had to choose him or the sun,
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun.
꩜ I'm not great w/new ppl. If I seem awkward just give me time and we'll (probably) get close!
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꩜ I struggle w/social cues and understanding tone, as well as regulating my own. If I upset you, you'll need to tell me outright. I won't understand your slight hints.
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꩜ I have issues. If you can't handle them, don't feel like you have to be my friend. I can be annoying, I'm aware. If I'm too much for you don't be my friend. It'll waste both of our time and result in hurt feelings which I don't want.
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꩜ I'm a guy. My voice is feminine. I will not respond if you only call me she/her. I don't owe anyone my presence and if you don't respect me I wont talk to you.
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꩜ I do NOT like drama. I don't owe anyone anything and I won't take ppl being rude to me. My friends are my business and if you have an issue with something contact me privately.
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꩜ I use the block button. I will cut you off if you piss me off too much. I will try to talk it out with you but know that I'm not the best at communication. I'm trying to get better, but I'm not great yet.
⊱ Incest / Rape / Pedophillia Encouragers/Enjoyers
⊱ If you are under 14 / over 21 pls don't try to befriend unless we have friends in common. If you are under 13 do NOT interact with me at all.
⊱ If you like starting drama, don't interact. I will cut you off if you constantly put me in drama.
⊱ Basic DNI Criteria (homophobic, groomers, etc)
⊱ If you hate on ppl for no reason (kids being kids, alternative ppl, furries, etc).
⊱ If you are against long-distance dating.
⊱ Trump Supporters ⊱ Proshippers
⊱ Art thieves / AI art supporters
⊱ Anti-Furry ⊱ Zoophiles
DO NOT INT
So he gave it a try. He started to cry.
He said to himself, "Well, at least it could have been worse," And it almost worked
! ! Fav Musicians ! !
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>Odetari >Mitski >ICP
>TV Girl >Gigi Perez
>Everybody's Worried About Owen >Laufey >Soddiken
>6arelyhuman >Arthur M
>Whatsaheart >Jazmin Bean
>Paris Paloma >Sushi Soucy
>+more
! ! Main Interests ! !
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>Danganronpa V1/V2/V3
>Genshin Impact >Strinova
>CRK >HSR >NSO >Gogh
>Cats >Caseoh >COTL
>State of Decay 1/2
>COC/D&D >GL2 >VRC
Links! :
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Spacehey
Straw.Page
Pronouns.Page
XTRA
Nothing ever stays in my head through the day.
It’s sunset,
when did I wake up?
! ! Fav Movies ! !
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~ A Whisker Away
~ Coraline ~ Bubble
~ Silent Voice ~ Terrifier(s)
~ Nightmare B4 Christmas
~ Words Bubble Up Like Soda Pop ~+more
! ! Fav Shows/Animes ! !
~ - ~ - ~ - ~ - ~ - ~~Apothecary Diaries
~Little Witch Acadamia
~Cyberpunk Edgerunners
~Neon Genesis Evangelion
~Assassination Classroom
~Hell's Paradise ~BSD
~Once Upon A Time ~JJK
~DanDaDan ~Blue Period
~Creeped Out ~Monster High
~The Case Study of Vanitas
LUVS
I was never your baby, I was only just a maybe.
Everything you hate about me, was a cruel sick DNA guarantee.
PEOPLE
☆ Zoro - ILYSM! You're like a father to me and I genuinely don't know where I'd be without you. You've saved my life and I can't wait to meet you in person so I can give you the biggest hug ever. I can't believe we've been friends for like 8 years. It's crazy to think about how my life would've been had we not met, and I'm so grateful for you.
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☆ Daniel - I love you super big much! I'm really happy we are together and you help me feel so much better about myself. I hope we are together forever and I'm so glad we met. Even if we are many miles apart, I'll wait as long as I need to be able to see you in person. I think your so handsome and I love hearing your voice. Talking to you makes my day so much better. I absolutely love it when we just yap or silently chill together. Any moment with you is a good one. You've showed me what it's like to really feel loved in a romantic way without feeling like it's conditional. It's so rare we genuinely fight and I'm so grateful.
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☆ Brody - MY SON!!! You are so amazing and I love you so so much. You are such an amazing person and I love your art and all your ideas. I'll ALWAYS be here if you need someone. It's so hard to formulate how much I care for you.
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☆ Pup - I know we've had a bunch of issues but you make me so happy. We always have so much fun together and I really hope that we can be friends forever. I'm super grateful that we always work through our issues. You are so important to me and I hate the thought of losing you. I'll be here for anything you need and you never need to worry about not being good enough for me. You are such a big person in my life.
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☆ Valk - YOU! OMG! You are genuinely so amazing and one of the kindest people I've met. I love talking to and spending time with you and I'm so happy we've gotten so close. We rlly need to start playing VRC together more again.
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☆Chris, Jessie, & Harrison - You 3 are so important to me and I'm so grateful for y'all. I wish I was still in-person with y'all and that we could hang out together more. UHGGG I miss y'all.
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☆ Rachel, Alli, Rayne, Charli, & Ben - You guys are so awesome. I miss our D&D/CoC sessions so much and I rlly do wish I was back in-person with you all. I always had so much fun with y'all no matter where we were and I miss all our hangouts.
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☆ Sarah & Gabby - YOU TWO!!!! Y'all are really some of my only friends here at this (not so) new state and I'm so grateful for y'all. Even if I move back to my old state I won't ever forget y'all and I'll try to make plans with you guys when I visit. I also know if I don't end up moving back I'll still be able to enjoy my senior year with you two. Y'all make me feel so accepted and I LOVE hanging out.
CHARACTERS
HSR : Sunday / Dan Heng / Caelus / Aventurine / Anaxagoras / Mydeimos
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ZZZ : Wise / Lycaon / Hugo / Lighter / Ellen Joe / Corrin
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CRK : Espresso / Shadow Milk / Affogatto / Black Sapphire / Candy Apple / Eternal Sugar / Mystic Flour
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BSD : Nikolai / Osamu / Edogawa / Edgar Allen Poe / Q (Yumeno) / Ryūnosuke / Chuuya
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GI : Albedo / Flins / Xiao / Kinich / Wanderer / Ayato / Ororon / Ifa / Neuvillette / Lyney / Yao Yao
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DGRP : Celestia / Nahito / Ibuki / Kokichi / Rantaro
MISC FAVS
Food : Kimchi / Rice / Empanadas / Nona and Nana's cooking
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Drinks : Purple Fanta / Blackberry Dr. Pepper / Dr. Pepper / Sprite / Tea / Strawberry Banana Smoothies
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Song : Let's Go To Bed - The Cure / i had gay sex with God (it could've gone better) - Juno Lev
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Colors : Purple / Black / Red / Light Brown